Rain It All Away

On a rainy Tuesday in June

i cried 

I thought about leaving you

i thought about heartache 

i emptied my wine

watching summer flowers bloom like happiness

watching them die

on a rainy Tuesday I cried

don't you wanna be a happy guy

don't you wanna be whole

don't you wanna fly

skipping on the edge of summer

reaching past me and high

i'm scratching at your heart

a thundery storm

taking up so much room lots of room

on a rainy Tuesday in June

is it selfish is it wrong

to chase butterflies

and cry about leaving you?

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I need sleep, he says

I have made my life too hard, he says

try pills, try something, he says he says

but i don't care about me 

what about the people who want you, says he